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| so the sumer is ending....i want to drop out now....but im not going to.....just feel like it thats all....man schools gonna suck....theres gonna be a bunch of fuck nuts everywhere and teachers are gonna be real big fuckin dicks...man this shit sucks...well today is my last day of the summer break....i think me, colette, paige, josh, brigette,and i think jimmy.....are suposed to watch 40 year old vergin......and i think this is good bye to colette cuz im pritty shure shes gonna be gone after schools out tomorrow....sooo we`ll see how things go today...im fuckin bored....man fuck school....seriously....fuck it......ok...im going to sumerize my summer....we got drunk at jessicas....which was the first event.....then i went to a couple of parties with aaron.....which was awsome....then i went to chicago cuz my dad forced me to go when i didnt want to go at all..i heard he was gonna go to florida while i was gone for a week at chicago..my dad is a fuckin nigger asshole....<when i say nigger i dont mean it in a racist way everyone>i ended staying at chicago for one fuckin month...fucking bullshit...my dad never wanted to come pick me up so i had to wait till warped tour in tweeter center to get back home...josh took me home...yeay....so i got back....it wasnt that diffrent....i was gone for the whole summer...and everyone was jus like oh ok your back.....then couple days later paige came back...holy shit lets have a fuckin parade cuz fuckin padro is back....yea well fuck that shit...i dont care if people like other people more than me...cuz it probly happens all the time....but i just hate it when other people treat other people diffrently...that might make not sense but it does to me cuz i have a train of thought going on.....fuck i lost it....yea scratch off all the above about me comeing back with no parade or what ever....school just fuckin pissin me off like fuckin crazy.....no actually i woke up at 1:30 pm and its 2:02pm now and i havent smoked so hold on while i go on a smoke break......................................................................................................im back now....and i thought about alot of things when i was gone.....but dont remember any of them so im going to say fuckin bye bye now | | |
| ok im back........its been a long time since ive been on this fucker......damn so im shure everyone herd about sam...haha lol.....its a funny story...then she quit vollyball...lol even funnier.....yea oh and colette and brigette dyed their hair....i like colettes...but dont like brigettes....lol hahahahaha sorry....and adriana is PISSIN ME THE FUCK OFF......god damnit.....oh well its cool adriana...i still like you....we cool villins who be chillin....but yea its been a fuckin long ass time im mean DAMN...that was a long time...some how sam got me to write in it...jessica left today...i called her she said she was hangin out with her room mate..sounds like shes doing good......right now bub and randle are makin fun of sam about not being able to stay a least one night by her self...its fuckin halarious.... but yea i think im supposed to hang out with adri tonight but i guess im not going to...oh well....uhh damn i think were leaving now so ill write later i think maybe maybe not....later | | |
| i guess ill write in this today..ill make it long too...so right now im in chicago and i need to be back by the 7th which is a thursday i think so i can go to the summerfest...shit and i can only be picked up on friday or sunday...and im not going to ask any of my friends to pick me up..thats way too much too ask..its like asking for a new house...yea like any one can just give you a new house..by the way those damn tv shows...they give people things when they really dont need it...their life must suck..but everyone knows my life sucks 10 times more...chicago was a big fuckin mistake...shoulda stayed in elkhart...what are those nigs doing over there...well prolly better than this...you might think this is long inough but no im not done im going to write a fuckin story cuz im soo fuckin bored...this summer sucks ass i didnt get to go back to japan to see my best friend kajito fuckin graduate...that pisses me off the most..me and him are like brothers..i remember we actually got in a fist fight...i gave him a black eye, he made my lip swollen by head budding me...then 2 seconds after we fought we were the same old buddies...why does life have to be so diffrent in diffrent places...i mean its a good thing though...i wanna go back sooo bad...i wanna see alison soo bad...i wanna see duke, gene, brandon, becca, ryan<aka teriyaki fuck>, gomi<we do soo much shit to him but i love him> i wanna see kim, i wanna see ken, i wanna see my old school, I WANNA FUCKIN GO BACK!!!!the air doesnt smell the same....i felt free there, now i feel like an animal at the zoo, a lion...king of the jungle...a lion whos eyes have died from wild and infamous to shattered and lonely...you can tell how people feel just by looking in their eyes...the cigaretts dont taste the same neither...the life i had there was like a dream...the best dream that anyone can have...if you can imagin having that and then ripped away striped away from you then you might know how i feel...damn i need a girlfriend..its been wayyy too long since ive had one...im independant but like the company yanno??? when am i going to start my band...when am i going to start my tv show...i need my friends from japan to do it...the people in elkhart just arent as crazy...well not crazy inough...no offense i love them too...yea this is long...but im not done yet...the live aid is coming to chicago on the 4th of july i wanna go but seriously i dont care about the people in africa..it sounds mean but seriously...if nations like ours keep helping nations in need then their going to keep coming back even for the simplest proplems...then we are the ones who are gonna suffer in the long run...im not dunk im not high...just to let you know...but im still not done....it doesnt end here...i think churches are the dumbest thing in the world too...why would you have to pay to get taught a belife...it just doesnt make any sense... people dont know how to think on their own nower days...and i hate how people dont take risks into anything they do....if you dont take a risk how could you know if it was the right thing or the wrong thing...if you dont take risks because you dont want to regret things later then soon enough your going to regret it...by taking chances you learn new things...you learn things that books cant teach you that no one else can teach you...and this is where i stop...this is the end...the end of this entry...maybe the end of this xanga thing...maybe the end of my life........hahah j/k...hahaha | | |
| immmm back..heaheaheahehaeha...man its been like forever and i still dont know what to write thats pritty sad...well not much going on for me.
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